Bad day. Bad day. Bad day. Bad day. I knew there would be bad days in my new life. Never thought the force of the confusion would knock me breathless. Fights over here fights over there. One fight starts between me and my friend the other starts with the other friends. One problem isn't solved and new ones keep popping up. One person doesn't talk to the other the rest stop talking. Ahhhhhh! I think I'm going mad. God help me! Todays damn fight has gotten me so confused! Now I don't know who ARE loyal friends and who aren't. I'm not so sure about one person but I'm sure of the other. I wish with the deepest part of my heart that my one wish comes true. Bring all of us back together. Bring back the childish acts, the dumb jokes, the laughing times. Bring back the old us... Some people probably think I'm the one causing these problems and maybe I am. Who knows? Maybe I'm the devils double. I'm an evil witch who wants to ruin everyones lives. Yeah. Sure. Thats what I want to do. Anything else you want to know about me?
But whenever I try to be nice I remember the old times. The way I was hurt. The way I was hit. They way I was treated with absolutely no mercy. Oh no I can't forget lovely days. Oh how I miss them. Umhm. Miss them. Those amazing days. Those memories have changed me into a bad person. That thirst of revenge. That lust for hurt on your face. You say you love me. I no longer say the same. I say I hate you. And I will take revenge.
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