And I'm back, again. After months of not writing, I finally got the time. People should think I'm crazy. I got the time now, almost less than a month before my exams. But here I am. It's not depression, or the urge to spill my feelings that has dragged me back. It's the need to move my fingers. It was the urge to come back to the one place that wouldn't judge me.
My last post was from August. I really have a lot to write. School's started. It started a long time ago, actually and exams are on my head now. It's not so easy, specially being in H which is apparently the smart kids section. I don't like the way we've been separated. I miss 7H so much and the old branch. Here, I can't feel like a little child. Around all these mature teenagers, and the teachers always talking about the Cambridge exams. It really is scary. But hey, I've managed to pass. And I'm managing to get good grades this year so I can do this. I hope I can...
The new branch, the "O-Levels branch" is okay, I guess. Missing the old branch isn't why I don't like this one. There are many other reasons for that. Like heyhi and the other dramas. All of us being separated, and so much more. Don't want to really talk about that. But, on the positive side, I've changed. Yay! Not. See? This is the confusion. I've changed. My personality, my manner, my way of looking at the world, my choices, my ways, my freaking everything! It's supposed to be a good thing. But is it, really? I mean, some changes are good, some are bad. This is most definitely good... In a way. In other ways, it isn't. I don't know how to explain. and whoever will read this post, will think I'm crazy. -_-
Great, more haters. That's the last thing I need at the moment.