Saturday 16 June 2012

"We're united, Manchester United." Hahaha! I remember Lahore. How could I forget it. Those days were the best days of my life, those two special days. When we were all a group. I remember the whole bus being empty but we all still sat at the front, totally jam-packed. I remember when he had to pee real bad, and when we played those games. Bluff and killer and that one other extra special one. I remember when someone almost fell on me because the bus had turned sharply. I remember when she wanted to eat Tutti Frutti. I remember texting on the phones even when we sitting right next to each other. I remember that so well! I remember when we stopped at Bhera. I remember someone spitting out their frozen yogurt. I remember sneakily taking pictures of them so that I could show them to her. I remember the Border. It was absolutely extraordinary! Then I remember McDonalds. We sat together, I remember. Then I remember seeing out hotel for the first time. It looked so impressive. I remember being so excited when we saw the room. I remember how we jumped on the beds and put the songs on full blast. Then, we got so ready and we got late which made us get dissed. Then I remember the fight we had in the bus and I went and sat at the back alone because I was feeling "blue". Then I remember Pizza Hut. Worst dinner ever. No money, wrong orders, light going, table not decided, people not talking to other people, people not eating. Utter confusion. Then I remember forcing her to eat pizza and him forcing Coke in my glass since I wasn't eating. I remember crying in the bathroom. Then I remember the night. When we ran into your room and tried very hard to watch Woman In Black together but we couldn't because I kept on yelling. *Blush*. Then how we went into our room because I knew we were irritating you all. Then changing clothes and taking pictures. Then running back to your room and then I remember getting dissed yet again but even more badly. Then I remember going back into our room and calling you. Then dancing and not being able to sleep because she wouldn't let us. Then I woke up first of all and had to roam around. Getting locked outside the room. Waking her up with lights and no AC and full volume. The next day was better. We saw the Fort and the mosque. Walking together on the hard and very hot marble floor. Without shoes. Standing and saying Allah. Trying to talk from two different corners. Then going outside and all the boys protecting us from the cheapsters. That made me feel so important. Hahaha. Feeling a little sick. Then going to Hardees. Eating without the class sitting together. Small fight about that. Sitting and playing bluff, killer or just random games with cards. Having fun. Being kids. Enjoying. And then coming back. Another stop at Bhera. Another round of crying. A huge fight. Declarations. Protectiveness. Posessiveness. Losing my phone. Or someone hiding it. Then back at school. Literally wanting to cry because it was over. It was all gone. It was now the past, no longer the present. And I miss it. And I want it again.
It has been so long. Exams and so much more has happened. Fights and lots more. It's nice to be back. To start spilling out my feelings again. Exams went... Okay. Thank God they're finished. Finally. So much has happened. I can't say everything. But it has happened... And life will keep on changing. New people came into my life. Some old people went away or I started keeping them slightly away. Some new people came who I hope will stay forever. It's a long time and a strong word, forever. And yet I still use it to say I want you to stay forever. People who I'd been uncomfortable around became my friends. Very close friends. And people who I'd been comfortable around were... Well I just wasn't so sure about them anymore. But time passes. Things change. Just as the world moves on, so does my life. People come and people go. Things come as new and go as old. People love you and dislike you or simply hate you. Pets die. People change or stay the same, they're still pushed away from you. You like teachers. You move on. You hate. You love. Your heart is broken by one person. Then it is joined together by the other one. But you live. You stay confident. You stay strong. Because if you're having bad times now, there'll be good times ahead. Becuase the rainbow comes after the storm.